Weekend

I was so lazy all weekend, all I did was lie around all day and watch TV and eat. I suck.

Ok, this is getting ridiculous

I just had to post this though:


Aaron is under that mass of fur there somewhere.

Another dorky cat post

This is totally Little Asshole in the morning.

Furries!

This is Javier:

Aka: Javier Gomez, Javi-Bear, Fattington McFluffers, Fliffington McFatters, Stinky
Stats: 4 yrs. old, 14.5 lbs, gay, lazy, super sweet, stinky breath, fluffy
Interests: food, sleep, purring, catnip

This is Q-Tip:

Aka: Quentin Tipinstein, Q-Bear, Bastard, Little Asshole
Stats: 5 yrs. old, 16 lbs., gay, insane, short haired
Interests: food, sleep, waking Cindy up early in the morning with insane howling and pawing at the blinds, catnip

My mom is funny

My mom slept on my couch last night (I don't want to sound like a bad daughter here, but we don't have a guest room, so it's the couch or the floor). Anyway, I set my alarm for 4:30, which would allow me to hit the snooze button a couple times before I needed to get up and make coffee. I got out of bed around 4:50, made some coffee and then lied back down on the love seat. At about 5 my mother got up and said "Do you want some coffee?", to which I mumbled "mmm". Then she said "Just lay there, I'll get it. Or 'lie' rather"

Lol, at 5:00 a.m., who cares about grammar? My mother apparently.

So, I guess it's official

I feel super depressed today, I binged when I got home from work - not totally crazy - 2 100 cal. packs, some leftover lasagna, bread, and a small cup of ice cream. As long as I don't eat anything else later tonight, and I get some exercise I should be fine. I just feel like shit. I think it's about time I do something about it, I can't go another season feeling depressed and shitty. I feel like I can't do my job, like I don't deserve it and I'm a total fraud. I can't focus, I'm forgetting everything and I'm completely disorganized and I can't get anything done. I've been researching this drug called strattera, it's for ADHD, but it doesn't have any stimulants in it and it also supposedly helps with depression. I don't normally like the idea of relying on drugs to solve my problems but I can't live like this. :(

To top everything all off, my mother is here again tonight. She's just staying the night so she can hang out with my grandpa since he's running for supervisor in King George and she wants to be with him when the election is over. I just don't feel like dealing with my mom tonight, I just want to be alone right now, but I can't be. No fair.

Yay Mommy!

My mom is coming to DC this weekend for a conference and I'm going up there to meet up with her and do the tourist thing tomorrow and then I think we're gonna go get Etheopian food. Don't laugh, it's good.

Today is also Friday, which, after about 5:00 p.m. tonight is the best day of the whole week. Hooray for Friday!!!